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Ice floes may 20 2015

low berg

how much under water??

May 24 ...Hello says the land.Happy holiday weekend.

The Agawa Dragon

Fiddlin' around

Temple steps

The Watch that Ends the Ice



Watch for disappearing acts. Magicians always get you to look at something while they pay attention to their tricks. Then Voila! Out comes the foolery and you are left wondering how the heck did that happen.

With playoff season all around many wish that there will be magic tricks pulled out of hats. How far can the Hounds go? What kind of magic would that be anyway?





The  2015 ice  follies



One of my favourite magical things is a book. Each one has the potential to be a treasure. A few weeks ago, when I was in the main branch of the Public Library, a display caught my eye. There was a table of old books that no one had borrowed for a long, long time. The display asked people to try one of the possible “discards “. Inside each of the almost cast offs was a thank you book mark. So I picked up a dark blue hardcover from 1959 - Hugh MacLennan’s The Watch that Ends the Night. The MacLennan name threw me back to high school days, however this book was unfamiliar. But I was feeling sorry for the unwanted volume and was glad to help out.



Locked in Agawa April 27





A Sand River run to the beach
What an amazing read. Never mind thanking me - thank you Library, thank you. And after reading it I discovered that the book won the GG award for 1959! The novel centres on pre- WW2 days in Montreal then goes on to the 1950s. MacLennan is a master. The main characters give insight into the thirties that I knew existed but did not have the “feel” of before. The novel put me right into that era. With clear imagery and insightful dialogue to reflect the times, the plot intersects a physically weak but strong willed woman with her wandering, magnetic, doctor husband, a devoted new husband and all the individuals existing between their lives. It was so interesting to read their take on their future, our present. And the comments on their present is now our past. We are not such a new world after all.
By the end of The Watch that Ends the Night I had a fresh perspective on the endings of almost all things. It gave me a different way of looking at the natural world too. We all have been watching the slow return of warm spring and soon-to-be summer days. Our hyper vigilance makes the signs seem more pronounced.  I heard, and then saw, a wavering line of geese trying to keep its V shape. But the quivering lines often collapsed into a rather wavy version of the classic alphabet letter. I felt an angst that echoed ancient roots. There they were so high up, so vulnerable, yet they were making it. 



Sand River makes it  to Lake Superior
And then there’s the lake. A few days ago we woke up to see WATER out front. The next day all the broken bits of ice had returned. The bet is on I hear. May 1st you say? For that bet we should ask the four leggeds. They seem to know when the ice is the weakest or safest. They always manage to gain a bit more ice time. About a week ago, in the very early am before things got really spongy, with the sun lighting up the farthest half of the lake, I saw a wolf trot between the ice build ups about 300 metres from shore. The crunch of my boots hitting the cobbled shoreline startled the wild canine into making a bee line for the far end of the beach. It took about five minutes for the wolf to travel about three km. All I could do was stand and admire.  

Montreal River mouth April 2015

Water  tries to show itself
This week the ice is indeed very iffy - to say the least. Lake Superior is a dark grey, blue and white quilt. Look closely and those chunks are two feet of ice sponge. The ice is decaying from the bottom up. The chunks are so compromised that when you hit them with a rock or poke then with a stick they immediately disintegrate into hundreds of tinkling ice needles. Candling is the name for it and the skinny long icicles make great ice cubes for a cold drink, but not for going on. As a friend says, “It would be like walking on tissue paper.”
So here we are at The Watch that Ends the Ice. We should all get an award this year. It has been a long wait. Right now the ice is old and transparent, resembling my mother’s hands as she was aging. One of these days it will pull a magical disappearing act. But in the meantime what do we watch? The playoffs, the smooth talking pre-election politicians or the real act....the grand flow of life that never stops moving. Keep your eyes peeled. There’s more to this trick than you think.

I'm tree hiding till the snow's gone!

Oh.. For the land


Trees waiting to run


Hey Easter Bunny! Don’t fret. We know how to search for chocolate eggs under the snow. So please keep ‘em coming.
Mind you, I still long for warmer Easter days, the kind where you can see and feel green ground poking out from the snow. On those days, in the city, you can take a bicycle out for a spin on sandy pavement watching out for a puddle or two instead of dodging ice chunks. In the bush you can sit beside an outdoor fire and feel the warm sun on your face while a pot of sap boils itself into sweet, sweet syrup. For those who crave the water it is all about sliding canoe or kayak over snow into the open lake to silently slip through silky smooth water. For those who ply Lake Superior in the freighters or tugs, it is that glorious feeling as you leave the St Mary’s River and head up the lake for another year.




Ice walkers three

Will this sun set?

However, we are not in control of any season, nor can we predict anymore what is about to happen when. Take our sugar bush stats for example. In 2004, just because we could, we made some syrup on Feb 29.  In 2010 there was a warm spring and our first boil was on March 10th. The next year, 2011, things had cooled off quite a bit and we had our first boil on April 2. Then came that crazy 2012. Our first boil was March 15th     and the snow was all gone by March 18th! That’s the year we were worried about lighting an outdoor fire because the bush was so dry. In 2013 the season seemed rather normal and we made our first batch of syrup on March 28th   .
The following winter? KAPOW! We got hit by 2014’s polar vortex. Our first boil was April 7th. And this year, this 2015? As you all know, we got another upper cut to the chin, another whack from the freezies. Oh well. Changes are everywhere.
The environmental changes sometimes affect how we relate to the world, especially if there is a deep desire to experience nature. When some folks can’t get that needed nourishment, drastic things happen to their souls. For centuries this strong sense of abandonment and deprivation has been the subject of poetry, music and other art forms. A new film, a documentary called Lament for the Land blends voices of Labrador Inuit with stunning scenery and illustrates such loss. Researcher Dr. Ashlee Cunsolo Willox interviewed people from five communities in Nunatsiavut, Labrador. That part of Canada is under the influence of a warming trend and the ice is melting along the North Labrador coast. The lack of dependable ice is creating environmental, emotional and cultural impacts on the lives of everyone there. They are unable to get to their traditional hunting and fishing cabins because the sea ice is so unpredictable. Depressed about not being able to get out on the land, the people are experiencing strong emotional reactions – grief, mourning, anger, frustration and sadness. In a 2014 CBC Quirks and Quarks interview with Bob MacDonald, Cunsolo Willox said, “People describe themselves as land people, as people of the snow and the ice and would say that going out on the land and hunting and trapping and fishing is as much a part of their life as breathing.”

Wind ripped snow










That kind of breath is almost sacred. Sometimes you can get a whiff of it when you are walking out on the ice. The sky is a brilliant blue, the ice is humming under your feet and the day is at peace. On a windless day, when the sun is shining and you are out on the frozen lake it is as a friend said, “There’s nothing like it in the whole world. Why would you want anything else?”
Anyone who has experienced the simplicity of nature in such a way can understand the need to seek the bush, to connect with the land. I feel sorry for those who are waiting for word about the ACR passenger train. That traditional means of getting to the bush is in jeopardy. If the train ceases to run for them, ceases to take them into the wonderful wild, what will they do? Depression, frustration, anger? Or as one of the voices in the Lament for the Land film stated, “Guess we are going to have to find another way.”
Ah, ‘tis the nature of life, finding another way. Hey, I’ll bet the Easter Bunny can help. There’s got to be lots of goodies in that basket.



Ice walkers



Feel like heading south? Sick of the cold? Can’t stand the stinging wind one more day? Who knew that we would have to endure ANOTHER polar vortex!

Some folks refuse to be undone and devise a multitude of ways to brave the elements. Like frying fish in a tent at a campsite in Lake Superior Park when it’s -19 (check out lakesuperiorpark.com to see the hot tent video). Others rebel and stay inside to cook up steaming pots of soup. How to survive it all? Well, humour helps. I laughed when I heard last week about a jesting Facebook post from the Nova Scotia RCMP. The faithful horsemen said that Old Man Winter was on their wanted list for causing “numerous highway closures, excessive shovelling and visits to the chiropractor.” I imagine that one could add disrupting water mains and blinding snow storms to the charges. Plus, there must have been complaints about his homegrown recruits, Willie Windchill and Frieda Frostbite. The Mounties warned folks to not approach Old Man Winter because he was “armed with ice pellets” and to protect themselves with sand, a snow blower or salt!

ice tree
But you’d need an infinitesimal amount of salt to eradicate Old Man Winter’s effect on the lake. For, as of this week, ice smothers 90 to 100 percent of Lake Superior. We can see ice on the lake straight to the horizon and beyond. That vast expanse of white is such a compelling surface.
 About a week ago we decided that it was safe enough to hike said ice sheet. Housed in snowpants and woolen layers of insulation under my biggest warmest coat, I ventured down to the icy lake with scarf over my mouth and two pairs of socks in my boots. I walked like the Michelin man. (To get to the lake we have to navigate over drifts and around ice cliffs.) Frieda and Willie terrorized my bare fingers as I released my hands from cosy mitts just long enough to buckle the straps on my snowshoes. 


michelin woman



When we reached the shore of lake Superior, we stood there for a minute, listening to the thundering voice of the ice. The scene was magnificent. The walk was amazing. The sight was pure artistry. Snow resembled mounds of whipped cream. Where the ice was clear, lines and cracks converged to create a beautiful geometry. 



What is all this frozen stuff anyway?  Painters and musicians and poets often offer their insights. Scientists have their interpretations too. They say that pure ice is white with a blue tinge. Well the turquoise hidden in the ice caves affirmed that point. Science also says that ice is a mineral, or at least it has the 5 properties of a mineral. The first two properties are easy to understand. Ice must occur on its own, not be manmade. And no other organism must be able to produce it either. The rink makers, who embrace the frigid nights with hose in hand, know too well that their creations only result from just the right combo of water and temperature. Next, to be a mineral, ice must be a solid. Uhhh..I sure hope so. A lot of ice trekkers and snow machinists are counting on that one. The last two properties deal with chemistry - a finite number of chemical compositions and an ordered atomic structure. Hexagonal crystals put ice straight into the mineral category. Science sure has a hoot analysing this ever mysterious, ever changing substance. Check this out. Under the Antarctic ice field lays the Russian-named Lake Vostok. Researchers claim that the lake has a surface area of about 14,000 sq km and is 670 m deep. (Lake Superior is approx 82,100 sq km and 406 m deep). The Antarctic scientists add other interesting tidbits. They say that 3 km of ice has hidden Lake Vostok from the sun for about 15 million years. Other discoveries include DNA from single celled organisms encased in the ice. Scientists call them extremophiles. Yeesh. I think that some of us feel like we are turning into one of those.



snow cornice
But take heart. Right now Old Man Winter is using the last of his energy to make his getaway. (The Mounties will have to nab their man next year.) The fearless frost maker is heading to the shores of Lake Vostok on a March Break ice diving holiday. After that, he reports back to work in Brazil, Australia and other places south of 0 (aka t
Locked in to the island


But take heart. Right now Old Man Winter is using the last of his energy to make his getaway. (The Mounties will have to nab their man next year.) The fearless frost maker is heading to the shores of Lake Vostok on a March Break ice diving holiday. After that, he reports back to work in Brazil, Australia and other places south of 0 (aka the equator). By then, spring will be making her presence felt here. You will find her sleeping in a sunny window, standing by a south facing wall or luxuriating from a warm windless day on the ice. Ahh. Such is our life. For, indeed, as the slogan goes, “We the North.”







The View this week-before it changed again -






Then there was the silence. Not the enforced kind. Just the quiet that creeps in and before you can whisper, sound is conspicuous by its absence.
As winter tightens its grip, it also loosens at the same time. We get used to hunching shoulders as we go out the door, expecting cold blasts to envelope our senses. Then a moment comes when the air is not so cold, the wind not so harsh -  for a while anyway.
Changes like this come to Lake Superior with an extra surprise. You think the freeze up will be complete, that ice will cover most of the outside world, and then all that becomes undone. These developments are most obvious during the times of ice formation.
At first there isn’t any chance at all of ice covering the lake. Snow and storms don’t settle down enough; these are the days when highway travel is most treacherous and all one is able to do is keep clearing snow. But the lake can’t fight the cold forever. Eventually enough heat leaves, the shore starts to accept ice on the rocks and the frigid dense water finally accepts the weight of the cold.








The first sign that this might be happening is the strange quiet; it’s such a contrast to the din of battering waves.  Then a hair thin skin grows over the water. The smooth surface appears as a lighter colour and, if the wind and the temps stay down, pretty soon this layer stretches as far as one can see. And it remains quiet.
A few days ago on a clear day I looked to the north across Agawa Bay, past Montreal Island to Baldhead , about 25 km. as the raven flies.  The view was amazing! The entire lake was kms and kms of skinny ice. As far as I could see there was no water, just a smooth, light, blue - grey sheet. What fun to imagine a skate but of course that was only a wild thought. This surface calm of ice was not destined to last. However, it was great snowshoeing along the beach and tossing ice pebbles across the hard water.
Then the lake orchestra filed in and took a seat. The ice music is incredible. Crystals tune up their instruments and the symphony begins. A high singing joins the echoing rolls in the distance. It is soooo hard to describe. If you have never heard the sound perhaps this might tickle your imagination.

Pretend you are in a huge gymnasium with ice for a floor. You are all alone, so the only sound is your own heartbeat. Then, off at the far end, a bowling ball begins to roll along the floor, a floor that is 5 cm think and lays over top a huge water chamber.  Echoes reverberate from one end to the other as the large ball moves. Close to you there are the occasional squeals as parts of the floor break and rub up against each other. Or sometimes the whole floor heaves, as if it is breathing. That sound resembles leather creaking and it too echoes as far as you can see. Myriad patterns of cracks and fissures are left behind.



This howl, creak and groan lasts as long as the ice remains as a solid sheet. However very little stays the same for very long. The wind arises, the ice shifts and the whole scene breaks up. Plates of broken ice slide onto the shore in a wild mass of a vibrant turquoise blue. The music turns to a tinkle then a growl. The wind stays up and soon there is no ice sheet, no delicate plates, just a rolling mash. There is no skinny skin, just heaving masses of white that on cloudy days resemble the morning’s oatmeal or sequined lace on the sunny ones. The sound is huge. Gigantic growls fill the air as ice chunks splatter and fly carving a new shoreline out of older ice cliffs. This new surface tightens and the silence returns once more.
One advantage to experiencing such impermanence in lake conditions is that you learn to prepare for all the impermanences in life. Some make you smile. Right now we benefit from low gas prices and interest rates. Some make you cheer. The Hounds are hot and so are the Raptors. While others reaffirm what you know to be true. Ice formations are fantastic and maple syrup, flowers and spring most definitely will be back.

That’s the tune that keeps us going, even if the silence tricks us into believing otherwise. 

Sliding Lessons







Shovelling is almost a sport these days. Each morning, fresh powder waits to dust up the blades of our wooden handled implements. Aaaaah...winter.
The beautiful white has been falling pretty well every day. And that’s what outdoor enthusiasts look forward to, once the driving to destination is over. Skiing, sledding, skating, snowshoeing -all the “s” words of winter - keep us primed for the season.
Part of the reason we have so much snow is because we have so much water around. Moisture fills the air and turns into a soft cousin as it leaves the rivers and lakes. The little ones are frozen over now, but the big ones, like Lake Superior, still are giving up the steam which morphs into floating white.








It has been most interesting to watch the transformations. Especially when big brother wind comes blasting through. Early the other morning, late moonlight was shining up huge smooth waves as they pushed onto shore. The rolling long lines curled with white cresting foam across a silky surface. As I looked more closely and as the light began to grow, I noticed a heavy dark line on the horizon that usually means one thing - a wind is on its way. Sure enough. Within half an hour the air was a thunderous roar as massive water mountains slammed into the bedrock. Spray hit the windows and horizontal snow replaced horizon lines.
I suppose if these waves were in Hawaii or even some other parts of Superior, we would see surfers sliding down the water hills. (Although the cold water surfers might end up singing Elvis’ Beach Boy Blues.) I’d only hit the real slopes, the sliding hills of winter.






This year, for whatever reason, there has been a media flurry about sliding hills. City decision makers in Sudbury fenced off access to their perennially popular urban hill. Would be gliders are raising sleds in opposition and Sudbury officials are rethinking that move. Their favourite free playground now is off limits. At the same time the city of Toronto opened two sliding hills this past weekend. There, children can take sliding lessons! One young girl announced with pride in a radio interview that she had learned how to stop.
Sliding is part of growing up that can give some of the greatest life lessons. I remember well all that it taught me. First off, you had to know the hill before hitting the slopes. There were no black diamond trail markers for safety, so watching for bumps, holes or rocks on the way up the hill was essential. There also had to be a long runway at the bottom with no cars or creeks in the way. It often was a contest to see who could go the farthest. The winner could cheer but they also had a longer walk to get back up the hill.
If you had your own toboggan, you pulled it up yourself. If you were sharing someone else’s, you took turns hauling it up. A padded seat was a luxury. Big thick cardboard boxes were a fun alternative. Crazy carpets were light but you felt every bump.
Then there are the right clothes to wear. Two pairs of mitts were ideal as the outside pair was bound to get balled up with snow. The inside layer made sure fingers didn’t freeze if you had to drag your hands to slow down. A scarf was important to keep the wind from your face on the way down, but keep it inside your coat. Don’t let it fly free. You could choke if it got caught in the sled. Long jackets or snow suits were keys to keeping snow from creeping down your back. Fashionable jeans were a disaster. They flash froze first run.
As for learning how to stop, now that is a bit trickier. And it depends on who is steering the toboggan. At the top of the hill, with a gang on the sled, most yell at each other to keep boots tucked in so the unit will go faster down the hill. As speed increases someone invariably starts dragging their feet to slow things down. Then the others will either poke their boots out too or yell at the cautious (or smart) one to quit slowing things up. The person at the front, by using twists, turns or flipping over, is in the most advantageous position to set the pace. However the front runner often ends up with snow in the face.


But one of the best things about sliding is the laughter in the fresh air. Plus, running up the hills and balancing yourself on the way down is a terrific workout. What a great way to get to know about the ups and downs of life. As a matter of fact, I think I will go get my shovel and dig out my sled right now.




Lights Within







Dec 28 2014...No Lake Ice ...yet
Maybe it’s the dark. Or it could be the cold. This time of year has a way of making us seek comfort. And of course, like people, comfort comes in all kinds of shapes.
A strong cup of tea or a slice of dark chocolate helps. As does a snowshoe through quiet woods or listening to a favourite version of a favourite song. Christmas music does drift out from the speakers at a perfect time. For we are in full swing towards the darkening days and are forced to acknowledge the shifts that nature gives us.
Now that the cold is here and the snow covers the ground, light takes on a different role. This month’s full moon, along with snow sparkle, has added a bit of magic to the nights. I like the first part of the evening, when there is a bite to the air, the skies are clear and the moon has not yet risen. The stars are twinkling dots, peeking out from the black velvet sky. Later in the night, when the moon casts tree shadows over snow laden bedrock, the outline of each twig and branch creates the illusion that another tree might exist somewhere else.

winter solstice sunset 2014

Not only is the moon playing tricks. The low afternoon sun on the lake conjures a golden road on the water. Sunglasses are mandatory for on a trip to the beach on a sunny day, even if the hard plastic wants to freeze your face. The beach takes a much different shape this time of year too. The fall gargantuan waves, heightened by high lake levels, pack more power than their summer cousins. Sand and pebbles become playthings. Rolling and crashing waves are the hands of a sculptor. All the while, the lake sloshes around back and forth, from shore to shore, until its story calms down.






Like the lake, like the natural world, people have stories too. And perhaps that is what makes this season so famous. At my book launch, I heard many folks speak of their family history and their favourite stories. I spoke with Ollie Kalliojarvi and after he told me of how the bucksaw could be carried in a pack, he suggested I speak about log cabin building with his nephew Ron Holmberg.
I contacted Ron Holmberg at his home in St Catherine’s Ontario. The first comment he made in the phone conversation was that he had just been looking at the snow out his window. He said that snow always makes him think of moving back up north. North, in this case, is the Sudbury /Sault area. Holmberg was born in the Sault and raised in Sudbury. He comes back for family reunions though. That’s where family history finds a fresh life.
In the early 1900s, at age 12, his orphaned dad, Robert (Bob) Holmberg travelled from Finland to Cleveland, Ohio to live with a brother. There, Bob spent a few years learning carpentry at a trade school. With skills intact and looking for work, Bob found his way to Sault Ste Marie. He soon met and married Aino Alexandra Siltanen and began a family. Then in the 1920s, Russ Devlin, who had just purchased “Beaver Rock”, a magnificent stretch of sandy shoreline 140 km north of Sault Ste Marie along Lake Superior, contracted Bob for a special job. Devlin needed Bob’s carpentry and log building skills for his new home site.
So Bob and Aino moved to Beaver Rock with three of their children. Aino was cook for the construction crew and Bob put his building skills to work.
Ron did not know about his dad’s construction work at Beaver Rock until about 10 years ago when he visited his uncle Milton the day after a summer family reunion. Milton drove Ron up to Beaver Rock to see the old cabins there. Bob could not believe what he saw and how he felt when he peeked in the window of an old log cabin. He saw a fireplace that sent him spinning into the past. With obvious emotion he explained his thoughts.
 “I was spooked out!” he said. “That fireplace was the spitting image of the one my dad built for us at our camp near Sudbury.”
Ron had to investigate further. He went inside the cabin. The spookiness continued.
He went on to say, “When I stood there, I had the funny feeling that maybe my father was standing there right beside me.”

Dream Steam

Some places and some stories do that to you. They raise memories that you might never expect. There is no doubt that story telling, in all its forms, is crucial to our nature. The narratives help us to grow.  And what better time of year than now to indulge?

So Happy Holidays everyone and may all your stories be happy ones too.  And if not, may they help you turn towards the comfort, warmth and light that is within us all.



ahhhh.... time for a rest